you’re a fucking bitch and a shitty person and you’ll never find happiness because you suck and i’ve bever met anyone so selfish i hope you fall off of a cliff. fuck you.
I want to die every day. I want my time to come soon. I would never kill myself, I don’t have the guts or heart. I pray my time is soon, I feel ready.
I feel like I will never be able to forget everything you put me through
I can move on and I know how to keep what you did to me separate from this new life I am building. But it’s like every time something happens that isn’t in my favor I’m reminded of you and I shut myself down. I can’t feel as sad as I did when I was with you again. I know I can’t always be happy but how come when something little happens I freak out? You ruined me. How am I supposed to just lower my expectations? Please, just tell me how.
I’m gonna listen to my head this time.
because if I was the love of your life you wouldn’t do these things to me. People don’t treat the “loves of their lives” like dirt.